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Thursday, April 27, 2006

hahahaha today was a good day...alot of things turned around for me n pointed me in the right directions...alot of werk to do but figure i just say this...

projects for this year n next year...(regarding film n writing)

- Music Video Triliogy...(the first one)  this is what im werking on right now. i need actresses, seriously n extras...being an extra isnt rly hard to do...so if anyone can do tat plz let me kno soon, it would b greatly appreciated.

- Working on a book of poems/songs....just sumtin as a side project

- Write a script up for the film festival n shoot it, im gonna enter the festival in May next year...i think

- Teen AIDS Awareness 15 min. shorty for AIDS awareness day (which the school accepted!!! tat i can do n will be played over the years throughout the school...so im sorry to everyone who has to watch n be bored lol...but yea ill try to make it fucken amazing haha...also it might be my college portfolio video.)

- Techno Music Video...Crystal Method im not gonna do this until i have my camera...i gotta save up for it and also not until i have my Mac wit the editing program...

-Script / Auto-Biography of a Divorced Child (me)...i dun hav a title yet but it'll come to me.

^^ "through the lens of a camera, i see truth in the world i imagine...i am untouchable and unscathed, only wounded by my jealousy, of the reality tat i can't grasp."                 -me-


Monday, April 17, 2006

hey everyone wuts going on...sryy fer the stupid entry before i dun remember y i put tat up...lol

i fergot to wish everyone Happy Easter, n if u didnt rly celebrate then tas alrii...but i got some money since i won the egg hunt, so did my two sisters...lol it was a three way tie...damn i rly fucken won, haha im jk...my sister did beat me but my parents wanted to keep it fair, so we all won money.

besides that i been werking on SAT shit, which i'm just letting everyone knoe, i absolutely despise it...lemme define tat fer yu, i hate it lol. Also im doing my hw and werking on my creative writing project n also werking on my music video trilogy...its gonna be good, but the hardest problem is getting actors fer this one...i honestly dunno who can fit this role...but lemme kno if ur willing to ACT or be an EXTRA!!! ok plz the help will be well appreciated, maybe if i like u i'll take yu to dinner lol its a date.

new songs...
T.I. - why you wanna
Kanye West - Impossible ft. Keyshia Cole & Twista
Jamie Foxx - DJ play this girl a love song      (man i love jamie foxx he's so good
            - Heaven                            the songs are deep, n alot of them r
            - Warm Bed                         about either love or sex...lol but  
            - VIP                               they're still good)

Panic at the Disco...i just rly started to like this band...i rly got into it ^^

DAMN I THINK SINCE IM BORED I WROTE TOO MUCH... (i feel bad cuz rosanna is like one of the only ppl who read my xanga...lol sry rose n everyone else!!!)   


Saturday, April 15, 2006

Alicia Keys - Fallin' (i only took part of it)

I keep on fallin'
In and out of love
With you
Sometimes I love ya
Sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Lovin you darlin'
Makes me so confused

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

 

hahaha stupid old me...i keep falling for it ^^


Wednesday, March 15, 2006

^^ im just waiting, cuz im curious to see what is going to happen this weekend...hopefully sumtin unexpected and heartwarming tat will warm this cold pain inside like a magnifying glass, that multiplied the warmth of the sun on my heart. i dunno but last weekend wasnt tat great so hopefully tis one is better...=]

3/10/06 ::speechless::

the fray - over my head

shakira ft wyclef jean - hips don't lie
(DAMNN Shakira is so good at tat shit...tat bellydancing is crazy...i think if i saw that in person, i would be automatically seduced ^^ its a good song too lol)

Motioncity Soundtrack i rly like this band...hott rock

and ppl watch the movie CRASH its rly good...also im gonna be filming rly soon for this new music video for a side project of me n woo's...the song is Crystal Method - Trip Like I Do...n i might need actors n actresses so i might hav to audition...its actually serious so plz lemme kno, its not a dance video...but lemme kno if u wanna act in it or think u can.


Thursday, March 02, 2006

hey luv...
today was just a great day of different things and experimentation...since i started working on a new filming project that i finished in that 40 mins basically...i felt good since my teach gave me props for being good at filming/editing but i enjoyed doing it too...i also am rly curious to talk wit this certian person, i hope we can get a chance to talk and see where it goes from there...iunno but i also wanna start this new project wit woo, a music video for a techno song, prolly crystal method cuz i think it'll fit the best right now...aii ill update later...damn such a busy weekend (first chillin in flushing, then jade's recital, then sister's thing maybe, n rosanna's birthday)

Happy Early Birthday Rosanna....mona (monkey butt!!!) i can't wait to go

also wsup to the cute girl in seven jeans...i kno u luv me ^^



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